The Noonday Devils: Understanding the Anxiety Attacks
Psychics well know that along with psychic gifts, sometimes come awful penalties.
Part of the alarming nature of the unknown is its mysterious link to the known; I awaken
each night to a lewd exhibition of the merging.
I open my eyes and turn to see the digital alarm clock, sitting on the lamp table next to
my bed and see: 12:12, and 1:11 am, 2:22 am and 3:33 am and 4:44 am.
This distresses me so badly, upon awakening, that I cannot think; a wave of panic that
SOMETHING is awakening me, with alacrity, strikes me, as the calculated odds of
awakening each night precisely at those specific times is, without question,
astronomically impossible.
The message intended seems designed to throw me off balance, to keep me wrapped in
fearful confusion; it lets me know that I am being toyed with but yields no greater
insight.
It has taught me that when I sleep I wander amongst adept monsters and psychic beastly
company.
When I experienced panic attacks(long before I suspected I was a “sensitive” and that
free-floating-panic the soul’s reaction, to ‘intrusion’ psychically) smoking pot always
made the anxiety blossom and flower worse.
Sometimes after abductions, the inter dimensional door, left open, invites the gangster
fringe element of the spirit world, worse, sometimes, demons are thrown into the
equation as spite work, for attempts at thwarting abductions.
UFO craft send down scrambled molecules of beings, transporter lights, which
reassemble in attics, bedrooms and backyards to allow abductions to be stealthy with a
technology beyond imagination,
physical “beam-downs” of critters, from Bigfoot to reptilians to small greys, a technology- tactic that baffled the human minds, of Mayan , Sumerian, Aztec and Biblical peoples who were outright wrongly ‘told’, that it was surely, “God”..
At eight o’clock in December, it began for me.
I saw a flotilla of craft, slowly come in from different directions, to assemble overhead,
round craft bottoms appearing not unlike red balloons.
They floated into a formation of sorts, overhead, until there were a dozen, and then all
bottoms’ red color turned to violet and they darted off overhead together, all in the same
direction, like fast minnows in a pond.
After that amazing sighting, poltergeist nonsense began to occur in my house .
And from then on, I looked up at the night skies only with apprehension…
Things moved within immediate eyesight, knocks on the walls and pings on light
fixtures, small fast footsteps overhead in the attic, and very strong feelings of being watched and nightmares.
Many nights, fantastic vivid nightmares of encounters with non-human beings ensued,
beings very tall, white like a refrigerator, flat like a Gumby cartoon character, and who
spoke to me with mind-to-mind-communication..
I was in severe ontological shock…
(Some of the most disguised UFOs appear as ‘airplanes’ that have false engine sounds attached to dissuade any notice, but they move in jumps and starts and reverse flight, decoys that resemble conventional aircraft, an easy way to violate airspace’s without detection.
But abductees can sense an extreme ‘creepiness’, whenever small greys are local, nearby and soon-to-be around one..)
As my spirituality increases, it appears that I am become more of an increasing beacon, a porch light, for psychic moths and then bats, Dark Force entities.
Amazingly, NOT all of those negative energies afoot, earthbound, are human!
Some are reptilians.
One of my growing psychic sensitivities, an allergy of
sorts, is that as an early warning system, my skin burns locally with a painful ‘buzzing’,
when a negative thought entity intrudes upon my energies and starts a ‘connection.’
In such a moment, if sprayed holy water from a plant misting bottle fails to end the pain,
I seek a sometimes successful ethereal cleansing technique, of using running
shower water to visualize a ‘wash’, of dark energy down the drain.
EMF connections are associated with the feeling of a ‘buzzing’, a pinch- painful ‘touch’ of many predatory, stubborn,
unseen ‘hungry’ entities.
One particular unseen inter-dimensional entity awed and baffled me when, rather than vanish, it used the
shower water’s energy to partially materialize, for a full moment or two to study me, an
energy lunch which actually resisted, and refused to be nibbled at.
It had suddenly drained energy from me, had burned my skin where connections
touched, and had buzzed me within, psychically; sudden, unprovoked sexual urges and
odd, negative ideation had surfaced.
These are two of the signature symptoms of all negative thought entities.
To my horror and disbelief, right next to me, under the shower’s waters, a creature had semi-materialized.
It had stared me right in the eye, had blinked and had looked again.
It stood under five feet upright, with catlike slit eyes, and had closely resembled a scaled
monitor lizard, in aspect and facial structure.
The reptilian had viewed me with its head tilted, cocked sideways, birdlike; it had
piercingly studied me with an alert intelligence that had radiated a proprietary curiosity.
After a few seconds, the creature had vanished.
Still under the shower’s waters, I had remained frozen, in sheer amazement and could
not believe my eyes; I had seen a creature that I had never imagined existed, similar in
construct to the raptor creatures, in Steven Spielberg’s film, “Jurassic Park”.
A youthful Draco reptilian E.T predator.
It had a proprietary and sinister demeanor and
like cinema raptors, this short, upright standing reptile had an expression that
mirrored intense saurian intellect, a precise cross between a conscious man and a
physical reptile.
I had been horrified to glimpse a momentary semi- materialized, inquisitive, immature
reptilian ‘alien’, because it had long had a reputation in UFO literature and research, as
an inter dimensional bottom feeder, a sinister common parasite of human consciousness
and a clear overlord of all other alien entities, who often pilot UFO craft.
Their total impunity stems from their
molecular engineering, in ‘nano-tech’, exemplified by many of the physical
forms, created by their designed- D.N.A. molecule : a creation of breathing protein forms
of life by nanotech sequenced-storage and programming- amino-acid- building blocks.
These beings perceive such creations of life merely as, “containers”, to supplant themselves within such varied contrived minds and bodies.(Earthfiles.com)
Post abduction, alien abductee depredation, is done through implant energy drains and
by inserting alien energy astral attachments, within the layered human psyche, towards
a goal of partial or total, eventual possession.
After initial physical human abductions, reptilian/grey possessing energies are
subsequently deposited, not unlike the lamprey parasites that they are, within the
multi layered human psyche/mind.
My acquired insights sustain that ALL nightmares are varied degrees of telepathic
attacks used by and delivered from a varied collection of negative-thought-entities who
strive to ‘reside’ within such “core-images”, and at least, make ethereal connections from
us to them by imposing traumatic, horrid imagery.
Post-abductions “nightmares” especially fall within this realm.
It is not insightful, to analyze such imagery nor is it wise to assume that it’s innocuous.
One must attempt to not retain such imagery, but to sever and slash at it’s recollection,
using tools of metaphysics, from swords to blow-torches, visualized removing
connections.
Source helps those, who help themselves..
Aliens and their predatory relationships with mankind have always been here and
hollow Earth reptilians are as native and terrestrial to our planet as are thunderstorms;
they are the game wardens of this preserve that we call, ‘Earth, and like good game
wardens, they do not let the creatures within, suspect that it is, indeed, a preserve.
Reptilians, as evidenced by the shower incident, are inter dimensional, as well as inter
galactic and
use the same dimension that ghosts and demons use to enter and exit our
reality.
The lower Earth animal forms seen as reptiles, amphibians, insects, mantids are mirrored and
echoed by the higher technological forms which have been seen aboard craft who have lent their DNA to create this preserve.
We , too, are constructs of their creative meddling.
When people ask them,” Where are you from?” Where do you come from?”, they are
often oddly told:
“We come from within”,
as ‘alien’ energies, planted deep within the multi layered human psyche/mind.
Evil’s definition of predatory, sinister and self-justifying is more than satisfied with these
overlord reptilian entities.
Imagine a city-scape of people, all of who have juvenile saurian parasites ethereally
attached to their spinal columns.
It lends a new meaning of present horror to the concept of a silent invasion.
These bizarre reptilian beings, highly technological, dimensional and intergalactic, use us much as we ride horses.
Unlike the hesitant touch of a lost negative earthbound human spirit, this unseen
reptilian had prevailed with sharpest painful burning, a stronger negative entity, I
surmised, and more persistent than anything, unseen, I had previously
psychically encountered.
Worse, it now seemed stuck like chewing gum, on the bottom of my psychic ‘shoe’.
Morning and night, this persistent horrid entity feasted on my energies like an unerring,
stubborn yellow jacket wasp, fancying me like a can of cola at a picnic with the same
insect stubbornness. .
Imposed nightmares were vivid and dazzling in the extreme.
I had taken that shower out of sheer desperation, and had glimpsed something most
certainly NOT human which had radiated a brilliance of intellect.
(most commonly seen round UFOs, are for human abductions and most pilot predators within are governed by reptilians.)
I am sure that my reptoid microcosm experience, one of anxiety, depredation and Dark Force
energy, reflects the greater historical human macrocosm, globally, by such unseen reptilian entities…
I learned from these encounters, that anxiety, is the soul’s natural
reaction to psychic intrusion; sudden or slowly building free floating anxiety means that
something, an entity unseen, prying and opportunistic, has just entered your energies to peek within.
That took me a long time to deduce, wrestling with horrid anxiety.
Imagine the global implications of such a therapeutic insight, an abject relief to sufferers
of anxiety attacks, a truth, down a long hall and somewhere else.
This assertion can be tested, simply:
One who experiences anxiety, a panic attack onset, can “order it, away!”, like a fly at
one’s mustache, “in the name of God”; the anxiety will abate immediately and then re-
surge again as the entity responds initially and withdraws and then floats in again.
As its nature is usually sinister, stubborn, and predatory, anxiety levels will climb again.
Repeat the procedure, but now,
with stronger insistence and with more anger.
Anxiety will abate, for a longer time, immediately.
Again, a wave of free floating anxiety will reestablish a foothold, anew, as demonic or
grey- reptilian, or sinister Earthbound spirits intrude, approach within your energies, again.
Panic Attacks are psychic/telepathic intrusions, astral
hitchhiking, by mean-spirited ghosts, a reptilian or a variety of demoniac energies.
Like yellow jacket wasps at a picnic can of cola, this reptilian entity was unerring,
persistent and sinister; the anxiety and wild vivid “dreams” were mere symptoms, not
the disease, itself, which was reptilian telepathic intrusion and attack.
Knowledge is power, towards attaining spiritual independence.
This budding psychic’s encounter with a juvenile reptilian, when compared to an
encounter with an earthbound ghost, was like the difference between lightning, and a
lightning bug.
(POSTSCRIPT) :
No Fish Story, This
I awoke slowly, during the night, underwater; it was an experience that seemed so real, in sensory totality, that rather than a vivid dream, it must have been yet another nighttime OBE.
Abductions and their remnant elusive memories have opened all this for Paul, a confirmed atheist, until he saw aliens float him out of his body, in his bed, at night. Then, he knew that they were interested in an essence he never suspected that he had; a soul. Our spiritual powers that interest and addict inter-dimensionals are the very powers that can be used to thwart further attacks.
They infect auras with attachments to themselves and ride the reincarnation roller coaster with people, to avoid the death that they fear and to steal the spiritual recycling that we have.
These joyriding grays can be sinister, discorporate alien souls ,stuck to your energies, who bring a new meaning to the concept of a silent invasion.
““For we are fighting with people not made of flesh and blood, but against persons without bodies—evil rulers of the unseen world, those mighty satanic beings and great evil princes of darkness who rule this world, and against huge numbers of wicked spirits in high places.
Put on all God’s armor so that you will be able to stand safe.” Ephesians 6.